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I love my boyfriend and being in a relationship with him.
I could be whoever I wanted to be. I could be a hot and sexy vixen or a sweet and innocent virginal type — whatever felt best that day. When it was a random guy I barely knew, it was easy to let go and fully immerse myself in the experience. The sex was always different. That anticipation of wondering what it was going to be like was a total rush and I miss it. I felt passionately wanted. There were no messy emotions to get in the way of pleasure. If my boyfriend and I have a fight or disagreement earlier in the evening, it can really put a damper on our naughty late-night activities.
I found myself way more appreciative of every little touch, whereas, with my boyfriend, it can get a little routine. It forced me to stay in the moment. I got to learn new sex positions.
This was probably the best part about random hookups. Randomly hooking up expanded my sexual repertoire in ways I never imagined. When I was hooking up, you better believe I had some crazy story involving live animals and silly string. I put more effort into my appearance. When I was in my hooking up phase, I spent way more time on my hair and makeup every day. Some people might say is a waste of time, but for me, it was a form of self-love. When I got into a relationship, I let some of that go because I know my boyfriend will love me no matter what I look like.
I just wish there was a way to get that motivation back. I could do whatever I want afterward — there was no pressure to stick around. I could even up and leave immediately if I really wanted to. I could watch TV, call my friend, eat a whole box of cereal. No Hooking up with randoms was judging me and no one was expecting me to stick around afterward. Check out Relationship Hero a site where highly trained relationship coaches get you, get your situation, and help you accomplish what you want.
Just …. Jennifer Lee Jennifer is a playwright, dancer and theatre nerd living in the big city of Toronto, Canada. By Amanda Chatel. By Averi Clements.
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